"I’m losing control. The room is spinning, my hands are shaking, and I don’t know what to do. Everyone says that I am so damn strong, but they don’t know what goes on inside of me. They don’t know the person I’ve become. Hell, I don’t even know the person I’ve become. I’ve lost sight of who I am, and I don’t like the person I’ve turned into. I want to crawl out of my own skin, because it is no longer my own. It is merely a cage, and I am suffocating."

—"I apologize. This is rubbish." (188/365) by (DS)

"For someone who means so little, I certainly take up quite a bit of space."

—(190/365) by (DS)
Anonymous asked:
I tend to start most my sentences with "and", like I'm trying to continue a conversation I started with you that I haven't finished. I'm not finished with you yet.

"Years pass by until one day, you wake up, and ask yourself: “when did I stop living for myself?"

—(189/365) by (DS)

"I’m losing control. The room is spinning, my hands are shaking, and I don’t know what to do. Everyone says that I am so damn strong, but they don’t know what goes on inside of me. They don’t know the person I’ve become. Hell, I don’t even know the person I’ve become. I’ve lost sight of who I am, and I don’t like the person I’ve turned into. I want to crawl out of my own skin, because it is no longer my own. It is merely a cage, and I am suffocating."

—"I apologize. This is rubbish." (188/365) by (DS)

"It seems as though I’ve become so numb, I have nothing left to say."

—(187/365) by (DS)

"Note to self: you are so much more than your tragic backstory."

—(186/365) by (DS)
betweenhappyandtotalfuckingwreck asked:
You are a product of your past you are not a prisoner of it

I actually really needed this today, thank you, dear.

Anonymous asked:
it's turning 5 months now since we last talked and oh god never did you left my mind since 2 years ago when we first talked. I see you in everything and I still imagine how we will be if we are still together. I still crave for your touch and the texture of your hair, I'll always remember how you like it whenever I touch the back of your head and kiss you so deeply and passionately as the core of the earth. I miss you so much I know you won't come back but I will keep the door unlock
Anonymous asked:
I just wanted to let you know that your writing is beautiful. It brought back a lot of memories...

Awh, thank you so much. This means a lot to me. I hope all good memories, dear! 

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